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When light goes out You will be left in the                                   Darkness Blinded, you search For the switches full of                                Fears Hands tracing all Four walls for                                                                                                                            the Switch When you flick it on The darkness is replaced with                                light

I have no music to fill these words My soul has left this broken body behind I guess it’s ashamed of what I’m becoming They say music is painted in silence But when the noise of the world finally stops My ears are filled with the screams of my heart I listen to songs of love and joy And for a little while I’m truly happy But I know these things won’t happen to me

Love It is the light in the darkness of my heart. It is the reason I built my wall up, Because no matter how hard I try I always fall for the lies everyone tells me. And even if it does light up the darkest corner of me, The sun will never stay in the sky forever. And every time they leave me. I wonder, How they could they leave me in this hell. I’m cold and scared. Every time I’m here I go deeper, Closer to the monster. But by the time I get that far into the numbness I know I will welcome it. That’s what I fear most, The longing feel in me to release the monster, And I will. When that day comes I hope you feel T

Into the darkness I follow the wind that bites at my skin Searching for someone Anyone who could help Screaming for help But only he is there to answer me call I cannot see him He is only a voice I’m falling I don’t know where But anywhere is better than here I hit the ground And for a moment The pounding in my ears is overwhelming But I soon find relief He can’t fallow me where I am now

My life is shifting I’m living on unstable ground What can I do? Should I hold onto all the things? I know I will lose any way Or would it be better to walk away now To distance myself so when the life I had Get ripped away I will be used to the anxiety How should I feel? Exited to becoming independent from From my slave handlers? Happy because I can smoke and drink All my problems away? Proud because I made it this far Well I don’t I’m breaking down; I know when I’m older I won’t talk to my best friends I have now I’m scared it will be too much to handle All the pressure of the new unwanted life I&#

Is it my imagination? Yes. Just a smile, a hi, a glance. Why do you treat me different? Is it all in my head? Always. A longing, a hoping, a feeling. Nothing more…

The side of me most hated I hide it away so no one can see Sloth, Gluttony, Rage, Pride, Greed, Envy, Lust Everyone has it in them And sometimes we don’t feel like fighting it Gluttony, Rage, Pride, Greed, Envy, Lust We like to indulge in these guilty pleasures They help us eat away are feelings Rage, Pride, Greed, Envy, Lust But the guilt of it makes us hate ourselves And we lash out at others instead of admitting it Pride, Greed, Envy, Lust Besides what they’re doing is worse How can what I’m doing be so bad Greed, Envy, Lust I don’t want to give it up ever I just keep wanting more Envy, Lust But there is always a wa

one word not said one cry not heard one voice not enough two hearts never fixed

mirror, mirror on the wall i hear the evil voices call and the scratches on every surface the the sad past of a forgotten soul i have blood stains on everything and all the paper destroyed from all the sobbing looking at my reflection gives me nightmares mirror, mirror on the wall... i was the monster after all

Darkness is full of fear Destroyed by the light it hides 'till the time it will be free of light Darkness lives in fear when it huddles together, when the sun goes down you feel it radiating from all around darkness die so you can have no fear

What others fear, we face alone When there's no flesh, we feed on bone When others run, we stand and fight When most can't see, we need no light Where all things end, we tend to last For when we fall, we get up fast Where others drown, we hold our breath We find a way where most find death We never rest, we never sleep We grit our teeth when others weep What ruins most, we can survive Until our death, we stand alive

I’m done shedding tears I’m done worrying I’m done trying today I’m saying goodbye to you you had your chance and now it is gone I’m done hurting over what you did I’m done trying to get you back I’m walking away I should have left long ago but I wasn’t ready now I am it still hurts but I must say goodbye I’m not going to waist another second on you I’m taking my heart back and keeping it my only wish Is that I have a stronger safe to keep it in because I’d rather keep it safe inside me then letting someone else take it again but this is my goodbye I’m done wasting my tim

I want the ends of the earth to come together I want to dry the seas with the heat of the sun i want to water the desserts with my salt filled tears I want to cry out to the moon at night I just want to live this life how it ought to be I dont want to be rich I just wanna live a life I would wanna sit and watch through the tv screen I want a life that makes me feel complete I want to find a girl who I can love a girl who can love me I want a life you would pay to see

Sometimes... sometimes I wish I was blind so that I wouldn't have to be a witness to the bad things that happen to good people sometimes I wish I was deaf so that I wouldn't hear all the mistakes people make sometimes I wish I didn't think so that I would be more then just a bystander watching from the sidelines sometimes I wish I wasn't just a drifter floating between the lines drifting with no motivation sometimes I wish I was dead my potential forever lost to the world untapped and unknown but in the and I just wish... i wasn't so helpless... bound by my rules and societies regulations and... sometimes I wish I could just cry long

hidden valleys with empty waterfalls molten rocks kept under lock and key contained under the layers of stone tension builds but never breaks this barren world cold and desolate the salvation for all but itself all alone...                      lost...    in the vast...                        empty...           space... and every once in awhile the clouds gather...  t    h            r e            a      f              i        a         n     l            l       s and the water flows                          down                          to the                           earth wishing it had a moon to light up the